And I'm pissed again.

Shocker I know. I started the Insanity program and did good for about 2 days. The eating program is tough and requires so much freaking prep work. The workouts are shorter than P90x, yet I still can't fit 40 minutes into my day to do them. And the success I saw early is DEFINITELY long gone!

I am done with the excuses, I am now to a point where I won't finish the 60 days before the wedding, but I am going to restart this damn thing on Monday. No Excuses even if I have to get up at 5 am to do the effin workouts I will. Not Happy with myself at all.

Sincerely,

Pissed Off Fat Kid

Insanity is..... insane

That makes me feel really stupid typing that in the title. I have had some friends tell me that this workout was the most serious thing they have done ever. My initial response... How hard could a damn video be? Very DAMN Hard. WOW.

I am two days into the program and I feel like I got hit by truck from last nights workout but I also feel more awake and energetic than I have in months. Its crazy.

I mentioned in a previous blog that I was running a 5k and then would be beginning this program. The 5k wore me out and left me hurting. Caty and I finished together in 36 minutes. It was almost emotional for both of us since we have both struggled with getting getting off the couch and back on track. Caty has been hitting the gym with a trainer for a few weeks, very proud of her. I know that about 2 miles into the race I was at my breaking point, especially after taking off as fast as I could like an idiot. Caty caught me and forced me to finish with her. It sucked. I almost puked.

I also mentioned that I would be posting my before stats and possibly my before pics on here to motivate me and piss me off more than I already was. I am definitely posting the before stats but not sure about the pic since I don't know who comes across this site.

Before Weight - 268 lbs. (265 as of this morning) ----- -3 lbs.

I am pissed.

Who am I pissed at? Myself. I have let myself yet again get into horrible shape. It's pretty sad when I am damn near gassed when I have to run out a double in baseball. Its sad that I have just turned into a lazy ass.

70-something days out of the wedding... I am starting to fix this crap. Insanity is coming and I am running a 5k on Saturday. A 5k that I haven't even remotely 'trained' for. I figure that embarrassment will be just enough to really push me over the edge to get rolling with this. Look for my beginning stats soon on here... as embarrassing as that will be, I am posting the stats because it will just piss me off more.

Here goes nothing.....